oh my goodness gracious me.
what gabriel said just now really struck me so much.
i was telling him i was bored and he said pretend to be a surveyer and start sharing the gospel. i was like. woah. it made so much sense..like i know jesus is coming and how terrible the world is now and is gonna get and yet am i doin anything? in a sense like im not even sharing to my friends around me. there's no sense of urgency..as in like i know and everything but i dont dare to do it and am actually scared to di it.


God give me courage to change the things i can,
serenity to accept the things i can't change,
and the wisdom to know the difference.


liting was sick the past few days..wanted to lay hands on her or at least pray outloud for her in school. but i always dont dare to ask, and i only ask in smses, which she politely says 'it's ok'..
oh god oh god. sorry for not being able to die to self and deny self completely. but i ask tt u be patient with me, and that there will come a day where i will preach your word out boldly, and die gladly for you. i never never want to forsake you, i cant imagine life without you really.


more of you. and less of me.
lord i pray that there might be more of you and less of me.



how time really flies. term one has come to an end. anyone who wants to study call me or sms me!
i aspire to be a mugger

7:15 PM

my heart burns for you'
you see past all my lies.

woah. my phone got stolen yest in the most retarded way. and im pissed. but nah, i shant think about it.
God said not to curse.yupp.. i shall bless him/her..ya ppeps.so dont bother trying to reach me or call me til sat.oh anyone got spare hp can bring on sat n lend me? or if my class peep bring tmr? thanks alot!!
sigh. n dad was just rubbing it in. and i dint know gor is so nice..he was like u go find a hp first.u want new phone i cant get it for u this month, only nt mth..thank u god for such a wonderful brother(: it was really nice sitting behind him on his bike..m glad he is getting he's license, but m scared for his safety. makes me pray more for him!
ohman im listeni to coldplay. it rocks n i missed it so much. but im starting to feel depressed.
ruhh. god, ive got so many things on my mind tt i cant remb what im supp to do. feel so cluttered. n oh pls help me to really shine for u.
losing my hp makes me realise how bogged down i m by the things of the world.last time without hp it was socarefree. but really inconvenient.sigh. i dont know what it is anymore.


u keep reminding me:
enmity, friendship with the world.
oh how often have i failed?
and made your heart break?
forgive me; bear with me.
i'll try to mend it.
yeah i'll try,



oh god oh god.where art thou? time is really rushing past me, and things get me so easily down now. ruhh.


tugging my memory threads.

6:49 PM

my heart burns for you'
you see past all my lies.

shout it out (:

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all the brothers and sisters

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of old.

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credits.

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wonderful people

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